GaaraxDeidara yaoi von abgemeldet ================================================================================ Kapitel 2: The Liars Nightmare ------------------------------ Gaara & Deidara yaoi 2nd Chapter: The liars nightmare „Hold the line! Stay at my side!“ The night was full of smoke and fire. Bodies were laying on the battlefield. It was the second day of the fight, Suna was involved in. „Sire, the enemies are moving again. Tell us, what to do, please.“ Someone asked Gaara. He was standing on a Mountain, watching the dark desert. „Send the Chuunin. I´ll help them, in case there´s any worse trouble.“ Gaara pulled up one arm and made one sighn. He saw the troops move against the enmy. Then, an explosion lightened the scene through the dark night. „What the-?“ Gaara gasped. „I...I know that explosion sound.“ He tried to see more of the field and sent out his third eye. „Sire! One of the Akatsuki-members has entered the battlefield! His name is –„ „Deidara.“ Gaara turned around and looked in the scared eyes of the shinobi, wich was send to pass the message on him. „He´s mine. If you catch him, try to keep him alive or you´ll be the one that dies.“ Gaaa hissed, trying to sound angry. „But...“ „This is an order.“ He jumped down the mountain and ran over the battlefield. His sand armour protected him a few times. „Ryuusa Bakuryu!“ He screamed while making hand signs. The sand avalance he had built washed away most of the enemie´s soldiers.Then he saw him, a few meters over the ground, on one of his self-made birds, he was at throwing bombs on Gaara´s troops. Gaara jumped on his chakra-sand and flew up to Deidara. „Hey Deidara! Your real enemy is over here!“ He screamed, when he was close to him. Deidara turned around his – not uninteresting, really good-lookling – and focused on Him. „Ah, I see. The Kazekage had entered the battle. Nice, really nice, un.“ Dei´s voice was full of sarcasm, but there was also a little bit of true happieness in it. „Long time no see, old friend.“ Gaara whispered without smiling. „So... now we´re stuck in the situation of killing eachother or act like that. I´d prefer acting. I don´t want to kill you, un.“ Deidara said to him, smiling evily. Suddenly Dei was surrounded by sand. He threw a clark-detonation, trying to escape. It was only theater, but it should look as real as possible. Gaara pressed his hands together and caught him. He moved down to earth and started to walk over to the mountain, he stood before. When he arrived, he ordered a horse. „I will go back to Suna.“ Gaara said to his general. „Yes, sir. The battle is now under control. But we´ve lost some Chuunin and one Anbu.“ Gaara talked to the general a few minutes, then he left the tent. He get on the horse and Dei took place behind him. „May I wrap my arms around your hips?“ He asked him, whispering in his ear. „uhm... yeah. It´ll be a long ride back to Suna.“ He took one last look at the battle, then pressed his feet at the horse´s sides and shouted „Go!“. In tome when Dei had his arms wrapped around his hips and leaned his head on his back, the feeling, that had appeared before, when he met Dei first, had come back. „Dei. Wake up.“ A voice whipsered in his ear. He opened his eye, then smiled, when he realized Gaara. „Hey.“ Dei whispered yawning. „Come on, stand up, there are already a few miles left until Suna.“ He helped Dei up and started walking. „Hey, wait!“ Gaara stopped and turned around, looking at Dei confused. „...Yes...?“ Deidara walked towards him, stopped and then he hugged him. „Wha-?“ Gaara took one step back. „I...I missed you, Gaara.kun, un.“ Deidara whispered slow,ly. „Hey...uhm...are you crying?“ Gaara asked him insecure. „N-no.. I just... Something flew in my eye.“ Deidara looked away fast, blushing. „Yeah... I see.“ Gaara continued walking. Dei got on the horse again and followed him. „Why do you walk, un? We have a horse.“ He asked Gaara. „Why do you ride?“ Gaara asked back. A long time, there was silence. »He´s such a gorgeous boy.« Deidara thought while watching Gaara walking. „You are staring at me.“ Gaara said motionless, not turning around to him. „N-no, I´m not!“ Dei shouted, desperately blushing and stuttering. „I can feel it.“ „Baka!“ Dei grumbled.“ You don´t know nothing about me!“ „Yeah, truly, but i know one thing. I released a demon inside of you, I can´t keep control over.“ Gaara tool a look to the side on Dei. „What the hell are you talking about, un?“ Deidara hissed. Suddenly, Gaara got on the horse, closely behind him. „You´ll understand, what I mean. Deidara made the horse turn over in a fast gallop. His face was bvurning. Gaara had his left arm wrapped around his chest and the right one around his hips. „G-gaara-kun?“ „Yes?“ „I wonder why you´ve been hated. Was it, because nobody knows your feelings and how you really are?“ Dei asked him concious. „Do you know, how I really am? Do you know, how I really feel?“ Gaara asked him frozen. „No, but I think you´re lonely and you feel cheated.“ Deidara whispered slowly and a little bit insecure. „Yeah. You might be right. But even if itßs true my uncle knew it and he tried to kill me. It´s not because of they don´t know how I feel or who I really am. It´s because of what I´ve done. You know it, but you don´t show me your motionless, cold side. That makes you special to me.“ Gaara mumbled in Dei´s ear. „Uhm...yeah...un.“ Dei whispered, too deep in thoughts to answer. (timeskip) „Arrrgh, I´m hungry.“ Gaara grumbled after a few hours traveling through the desert. Dei smiled, trying to look innocently, when Gaara´s eyes turned red. „Don´t eat the horse, un.“ His eyes truned back to blue again. „We´re now close to suna.“ He pointed at the huge wall in front of them. When Suna was really close, Gaara went quieter and quieter. „Hey, un, what´s wrong?“ Deidara asked him. He jumped down on the ground and started walking next to the horse. „What?...Oh, it´s nothing. I´m fine.“ Gaara stopped the horse and went down slowly. He was at walking straight on, but Dei grabbed his arm and stopped him soflty. „You are a bad liar. I can see, that you´re not ok. Please tell me, what´s wrong.“ He was confused, when he saw Gaara´s wet face. Normally, Gaara was motionless and cold. „W-when we´ve reached Suna, you´ll be tortured and we won´t see us a long time. I don´t want that, but I have to act like you´re my enemy.“ He leaned on to Dei and tried to get back the control over his feelings. „I-...I can take it. I can wait... and bleed. Just...please, promise that I´ll see you again, un.“ Dei whispered with a scratchy voice. „If you don´t I´ll die. I...I really love you, un...“ When Gaara heard that, he froze, now motionless again. He continued walking quietely. When Deidara called him, there was no answer, no reaction. So Dei followed, unable to stop him. „What the fuck is wrong? I can´t do anything against my feelings!“ Dei shouted, whining desperately. „Your feelings? Now you´re the liar! Don´t lie to me! You´re only joking.“ Gaara started walking faster. „What happened to you? Where´s the real Gaara? I thought you´d like me!“ Gaar grumbled, when Dei said that and appeared next to him. „I am the real Gaara. And nothing happened.“ »Don´t fall in the trap of love« He remembered the things, he told himself, years and years ago. „That´s enough. I´m outta here, un. I didn´t thought of you, being a liar like this. I hope for you that we´ll never meet again.“ He made a hand sign and flew away on the back of a big white bird. „Hey! Wait! Don´t...leave... me...“ Gaara´s voice went quieter and died. He entered Suna alone. Not saying anything to anyone. He opened the toor to his home and sat down on his bed. He took a look around. It was so empty. He was empty. He fell back and while staring at the ceiling, sleep caught him. Nightmares were hunting Gaara. He could see a bloody Deidara, stretching his arm and trying to catch him. „You....killed...me.“ Gaara couldn´t move or scream, the nightmare Deidara caught him, his blood was splashing in Gaara´s face, his eyes were whide opened. Dei grabbed his throat with one hand and pulled him closer. „I will...never... forgive you.“ Then, one half of his face splittered and fell down. The other half followed. Now there was a snow white skull instead of meat. Blood was running down the skull, running out of his eyes, like bloody tears. The skull opened his mouth and a cold embrace caught gaara. It was pure torture, more worse than dying. „Gaara.“ „No! Go away!“ „Gaara, wake up!“ He opened one eye and... darkness. But he could see the full moon. And a human´s shadow. „Who is it?“ Gaara asked slowly, half asleep. „It´s me, Deidara, un.“ Gaara nodded sleepily. „Yeah...ok...Wait! WHAT?“ he jumped up. „Calm down, please. I didn´t clib through your window. Just to be caught and killed, un.“ Deidara whispered. „I should kill you.“ Gaara hissed. „I killed myself, when I flew away and left you, un.“ Gaara walked over to the window. „You would have tone better, if you wouldn´t have come back.“ He whispered frozen. Suddenly, he felt embraced by Dei from behind. „I know, but I couldn´t leave you alone.“ He kissed Gaara´s ear and rested his head on his shoulder. Gaara blushed. „Would you please let me go?“ Gaara whispered, but he didn´t meant it. „I think...no.“ Dei giggled in his ear. „I feel so... confused... I hate you... and I think I love you...both in once.“ Gaara mumbled. „Oh... you love me, un? That´s new to me.“ Dei tried to sound calm, but he was smiling over the whole face. Gaara turned around and then he kissed Dei. He closed his eyes and explored Deidara´s mouth with his tongue. Gaara licked over his teeth and poked Dei´s tongue with his own. Dei moaned a little His hands were stroking over Gaara´s back and through his red hair. He embraced him and licked over his own lips, trying to catch every Sabaku-taste that was left on his lips. „Wow... you´re a damn good kisser, Dei-kun.“ Gaara smiled. »Omg...wtf. he´s smiling« Deidara thought really excited. „Xeah, un... just practice.“ He giggled, rubbing his neck, blushing. Gaara sat down on his bed. „See when you wake me up, I had a worse nightmare. He whispered shivering. „Please tell me.“ Deidara sat down next to him on the bed and stroked over Gaara´s hand. So Gaara told him about the nightmare as good as he could remember and explain, what he saw. „...And then you woke me up.“ Gaara had talked fast, but now his voice shivered and died. He leaned on Dei and whispere „Thank you, Dei-chan.“ „You can sleep now...I´ll be there, if you need me, un.“ Gaara stood up and took of his Kazekage-cloak, shirt and shoes, well knowing that Dei was watching him. He yawned. „Good night, Dei-chan.“ He pulled the cover over him, so that only his face wasn´t under it. „May I give you a good-night kiss?“ Dei asked him smiling. „I have to ask you, you look so cute.“ Yeah... if you want to.“ Gaara yawned. Dei leaned forwards and kissed the „Love“-kanji on his forehead. -End 2nd Chapter- Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)