GaaraxDeidara yaoi   von <span style='color: gray;'>abgemeldet</span>
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                                Kapitel 5: Lies
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Deidara rubbed his left arm. He felt really uncomfortable. „I...I got to go to
the hideout, un. I´m bothered that something had happened there. I won´t take
long, un.“ He swallowed and it hurt. Gaara sighed but nodded, „ I
understand.“ He felt that something was wrong but said nothing. He stood up
and walked over to Dei. „I will miss you, you know?“ he said innocently,
smiling slightly. „Don´t miss me too bad, un.“ Dei answered softly, still
having the sour taste of the lie on his mouth. „May I kiss you goodbye?“
Gaaara asked, coming closer, a slight blush on his phale cheeks. „Sure, un.“
The blonde answered. Gaara pressed his lips against Dei´s softly, it was only a
brief kiss, only the small and gentle touch of sensitive skin. Deidara hugged
him, trying to fight back his tears. Then, without another word, he walked out
of the door, closed it with shaking hands... and started running.
[timeskip]
 Gaara was still sleeping, when Deidara sneaked into the room and sat down on a
chair. Only a few minutes later, Gaara woke up and focused on Dei, blinking.
„Deidara!“ he shouted out, suddenly really awake. Jumping out of the bed, he
wanted to go to him and hug him, but Deidara just raised one hand, „No.“ He
simply said, clearly. „What´s wrong with you?“ Gaara asked pouting, bot
bothered and childishly upset.“ „I lied to you. I said I would love you, but
I cannot forget about how you smashed my arm and that Danna got killed because
your friends tried to save you, un. To be honest: I never had any ghood feelings
for you. I hate you. You are still cold, you may wrap me in your arms, but you
just chill me to the bone, un.“ While talking, his look changed, his eyes got
cold and darker. „You... no... that can´t be true! Please, please tell me
that you´re lying!“ Gaara gasped desperately. „I mean it. Every. Single.
Word.“
Now Deidara´s voice was as cold as his eyes. Gaara just stared at him, unable
to say anything. Tears formed at the tip of his eyes. He had just realized that
everyone who said he´d like or love him just lied to him and made him suffer.
„Get out!“ he shouted, sobbing, „I´ve become what I am because of people
like you, who told me they´d like or love me and lied to me. I don´t need
another bastard in my life so get out of it.“ he whispered, his voice empty,
underlinded by his sobs. Deidara shighed and stood up, „Don´t make such a
scene, there´s no need to act like you´d really feel bad ´bout me leaving
you.“ He said before he left the room, slamming the door.

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