I feel you, Johanna.. von abgemeldet ================================================================================ Kapitel 5: It's always morning in my mind, my little lamb, my pet. ------------------------------------------------------------------ The next day was terrible. Nearly everything that could go wrong was going wrong. We went to the harbour and after asking when the next ship would leave a man was telling us that this day no ship would leave this goddam harbour. It was hard to understand him but I think I heard something about a girl that was drowned while playing near the ships. I was shocked but also a little annoyed. I hated these silly girls. Johanna's mind didn't change. She was just nodding and turning away. There was a thing I found even more shocking. I didn't understood why she was taking it so easy. The day before she had cried because she wanted to know about her parents and now she did nothing. I followed her. "Why didn't you say anything? Yesterday you were upset and today everything is just fine?!" "Don't worry." "What? I really don't understand you..." "We have to wait. It's alright for me." I was getting some kind of angry with her. "Maybe", she said, "it's better not to know..." "Why, for Chrissake?", I asked getting in a little rage. "It's nothing" We both fell into a pondering silence. Why was she lying? I'd always been honest to her. I had always cared for her when she was feeling bad. I fell out of all heavens. My sweet Johanna was changing in a way I did not understand. Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)