Letters to: Unknown von Aufgerouget ================================================================================ Kapitel 2: Day of depression ---------------------------- private chatroom /// 12.08.1998 14:26 Uhr Melly: And :-) Arrived at home well? 14:27 uhr Azu: Not so good. Watch RTL2 at the moment. Made my day. Finally watching animes again. Have to go to the city immediately to buy some new mangas. 16:50 Uhr Azu: No meeting tomorrow have to cancel it everbody is mad here i think of run away again and they don't have to wonder why that much on this subject of my yeasty recklessness and i have to go to the asylum and queue up They just spread a bunch of their saily 3rd world war terror love must be great - NOT i listn to planet punk with headphones to calm myself down 'cause of the stress and trouble here 17:06 Uhr Melly: Ok no problem     17:38 Uhr Azu:   Absolutely sickening here :(     17:47 Uhr Melly: Things will fall into place. My parents make trouble 'cause of the new piercing. They found this one in my tounge. grounding not better yeah   17:48 Uhr Melly: Good thatt they don't know the other ones ;-))) What would they slap me on this? Jail?     18:04 Uhr Azu: Hm     18:33 Uhr Azu:   at least I work on on your dress. At the moment i sew the laces on it.  maybe we could go to the shop on the end of the end of the Spitaler str on the end of the we? can we take a look of the great gothic dresses? need inspiration     18 :57 Uhr Melly: at least something good yes we can do this (we have to look 'cause of grounding) just had a gross chat with an pevert old guy ... don't want a cell phone     19:20 Uhr Azu: oh noo :/ Just got one. 'cause of job and stuff. soon the serious side of life starts for us :-x     19:22 Uhr Azu: Gosh. Now that guy turns his phone off. and their parents say he's not in town. that much is clear .... They can't be serious!?     Melly: creepy shit :-0       Azu:   he declined our meeting yesterday 20 minutes before I was at this place, just wanted to fetch my remaining things. not more than this. my gameboy my n64  just that stuff his excuse he goes to rehab to experts it took a load of my mind he has no control of it anymore     19:25 Uhr Azu: today he claim: nope i've just skipped that damn job und i don't got back to school too and no plan how to finance my life or to get something ... ANYTHING done or get new work parents want to sack me out of their house yeas of course yeah? And when i say: ok, but i need my stuff i just came to pack my things and go yell at me, suddenly, He hung up   19:26 Uhr Azu: And I've written via mail cause I had no credit on cell anymore: okay, we don't drive all these extra miles to you bugger to Bremen to be stood up again He turns his phone off This damn cell that was a fucking loan by my mother! only a lone, not a gift. but this moroon didn't get it! Maybe it's already totally damaged. My Gameboy was e-waste after about 2 months 7:27PM Azu:   I toy with the notion of complain to the police 'cause of thievery in the next days. If he sold my stuff for dope, I would freak out!!! Dope dope dope dope Me me me me That's inside his brain fucking drug guy   7:28PM Melly: He's of his head !!!   Azu:   he's obliged to give me my things back   Melly:   Would say to him that you go to police if he didn't give your things back. look what happens then   Azu:   He would judge it as a threat again or force him into a corner just a psycho with his wicked brain       7:30PM Azu:   I think that I threaten him - I just go to police   Melly:   Okay. Then do it!     8:36PM Azu:   Now my mother pressusize me too Wonderful ...   8:37PM Melly: Woa Azu:   great day ... Nope!! So much for the topic of sensivity to that thing recently empathy like an avalanche just my family   Melly:   just, just screwed!   8:38PM Melly: phat ... NOT 8:39PM Azu:   Yepp And then the reproaches, additional at my room "Planet punk"  LP always helps Karlsquell is unfortunetaly empty Do you have the last cans??? I'm no junkie of course but a beer would be nice I've just give it to my mother straight via short message she forced me to get a cellhone 'cause of accessibility ... if she wishes to do so.     8:43PM Melly: Ok     8:44PM Azu:   "I think that it doesn't make anything better I feel like I'm in a tight corner and pressured futhermore it's difficult 'cause I have no place where I can go And I'm at the mercy of you and I really don't want this all this beef and yelling is a great burden for me"     8:45PM Melly:   good always that folks just have shit for brains whave to drink the Kool-Aid and they can act at like they are 5y old at home     8:46PM Azu:   Haha :-) or younger??? probably it enrages them even more??? I's sad that they mean that they can push me around like a meiden Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)