Letters to: Unknown   von Aufgerouget
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                 Kapitel 3: The wise advices i can't remember
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23 05 1998

Dear, Azuela.

Thank you for all your letters. 
I'm kind of irritated by your name. Still. It doesn't sounds familiar to me.
Where do you come from? Are your parents from an exotic land out of Europe? Or
is it just a thing about be super original ... you know, I'm a nurse and there
are children with crazy names like Cloud oder Cosma.
I just want that you understand my feelings also, because topic about HIM is
still sensitive and hard for me..I am not neutral person to read about your
relationship with him......it still hurts me so much maybe you imagine this
cruel feeling  :( 
I can say you this cause i trust you so i warn you
he's a liar and a player
i would be careful
You thing you can get the control of it but do the best thing for u it is your
life and your future. With or without him. I choose to let him go. He's like a
wild animal which just doesn't belongs to the zoo or circus but in wilderness

I wish you a  lot of wisdom, to receive good decisions in your life. I think
this letter for you at last winter time was really full of good advices, it
depends just on you  what are you going to do with all that problems..Dont let
anyone to "destroy" you..you cant help for persons and especially guys like him
if he doesnt wants to help himself..and dont want to work with his
vices..sometimes we have to go on our own way..and to discover important things
takes time for each of us.

It is just my personal opinion, but..I dont think that do not go home before you
start with work is  good idea..just ask yourself what is value for you?your
birthday is just once a year and its not like daily thing. It's your day. Your
precious day...Our time on earth is limited so its necessary to use it wisely.
My grandmother told me so



Just carry on an think positive.
we deserve to be happy
Greetings from rainy rainy wroclaw. Is this our summer??

Sina

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