The Sound of the Sea (16+) von LadyMalice (??? x Reader Lovestory) ================================================================================ Kapitel 7: Ch 1 - 5.2 Curiosity Trip (Extra) -------------------------------------------- --This event takes place sometime in the six months that you were training. It happened before the accident in the gym. --   One day you looked into your large mirror, after had you taken a relaxing bath. It was your day off. Obviously you decided to relax, no training and no duties. Now, that you were looking at you, you caught your breath. Your looks changed. You didn't appear as petite nor weak as before. Also you lost some weight. The training did you good, as you could see. Nonetheless you wouldn't say that you became a beauty all at once. You were still yourself, although you confessed that it was good that you decided to train your body. It was still hard for you to keep up at this pace. Sometimes you simply didn't want to practise... at the same time you didn't wish to disappoint Shanks. No, you even longed for acknowledgement, for praise.   A strange idea popped up in your head. You gulped. Slowly you let your big (f/c) tower slide down your hips, revealing your silky, untouched skin. Only your cute, white panties covered you. Almost nervous you looked at yourself, trying to find out what else might have changed. In all honesty, you rarely stood like this in front of a mirror. Your appearance had never been important to you. But suddenly... you wanted to look at least a little bit attractive. You wondered, why. You had never wished anybody to look at you. In fact, you hated men's attention and you despised their touch due to their brash attitude. Sadly it happened much to you, when you were working at the bar. Pirates and other scum always tried to lay a hand on you. That's the reason why you rarely tried to make yourself look pretty.   In any case you'd changed your mind. Staring at your image on the mirror you saw a young girl who slowly began to mature. Your body shape was still one of a child, but it started to change into a fine woman. If you dressed well, one could even see your neat curves. In view of your breasts you felt insecure. It wasn't like your chest was flat. Of course it would grow, eventually even get big. At least... you would be happy, if they would. Musing you stroked your own breasts in order to get a feeling how big they felt. 'Soft' you thought in amazement. Sure, it wasn't the first time you ever touched yourself - as for showering or putting on some lotion, so your skin would stay soft and silky. But now you actually put extra attention on this feeling. And it was strange. In your palms they felt not as small as you always believed, although the image in the mirror tried to deceive you. Carefully you moved your fingers and touched accidentally your sensitive bud, what made you gasp. That felt wrong!   Embarrassed your cheeks turned pink. What an odd feeling you got, if you touched them like that. Hmm... didn't you read something about perverted things in that last book that you'd borrowed from the school library? There was mentioned something strange... something about touching yourself and receive some kind of pleasure. Rubbing one of your cute buds, an unknown sound suddenly left your lips. Such a strange feeling. You shook your head and stopped doing this weird things. This was not the time to discover your own body, was it? You took your towel and dried your (e/c) hair which you noticed grew longer. Maybe you should go to hairdresser and cut them... soon you would leave the island and you had no idea, where Mihawk lived. Hmm...   Shrugging you looked back to your mirror image. Again your mind was filled with questions about your looks. Why were men attracted to these kind of things as breasts? Because they were soft? Mature women had so much more to show in comparison to you. So why would they even bother to flirt with you? With a sigh you threw yourself on your bed and spread your arms and legs. Staring at the ceiling of your room, you pulled a face. Gee, you got a headache from over thinking this. Still... it bothered you. You were always watched by male. But why? And why were your friend - that were in your age - so obsessed with relationships? Was kissing and hugging so much fun? You've watched them a lot, but never lost a word about their stupid behaviour. Though... apparently they enjoyed that stuff much.   Kuzan did help you to understand some things, though. But as he said: he was part of your family. You couldn't feel anything special towards him, as you saw him as a brother. Was is really that nice to love someone? To touch that special someone? In a blink of an eye you pressed your hand on your heart. "It hurts...", you hissed to yourself, confused about the sudden pain. You remembered the feeling of loss... you had no idea, why you would think of this. But it hurt as if someone was stabbing thousands of needles into your heart at once, over and over again. Loving something meant that you could lose it. That's why you always tried to hold a certain distance to others except for your grandma and Kuzan. Although it had changed, since you decided to join Shanks.   Confused about your own feelings you shut your eyes and concentrated on something else. Something else... what could distract you from these dark thoughts? If you didn't find some distraction, you wouldn't be able to sleep. It would be bad, if you -again- didn't sleep. Due to your nightmares, you often laid awake in your bed, trying to forgot about your past and that horrible image of that monster. Insomnia. That's was killed your health at times. Because of it, you'd often had dark circles around your eyes which you covered with make-up, so that your grandma wouldn't worry. Now, that you've started to train your body, you needed restorative sleep. So how could you distract yourself from these dark thoughts?   Blinking, you had a strange and very embarrassing idea. The one about exploring your own body and... You did read about it and it would surely make you forget about these disturbing feelings. How did it work? How could you make your mind go blank? You wanted to forget this feeling of loss... you desired some kind of warmth. "Imagination... with lots of imagination, I could..." You turned to your side and grabbed the weekly 'Underworld' magazine, that you snitched from the gamble quarter. The difference to usual youth journals was that there were lots of information about criminals and the like. There were often very interesting pictures of males who looked attractive here and then. Some looked disgusting, like really, really horrible. Pouting you browsed in your magazine, until you found a very interesting portrait of a seemingly dark-haired, rather young looking male. "Woah... why are criminals so handsome? Most of the marine officers look so boring...", you asked yourself whispering, staring at the image.   You laid down on your back and though about the things, that you friends told you. Even if you didn't want to hear about their relationships - especially their love-life -, there was no way around it. In the end you developed some interest in it. Without attracting any attention you had watched couples, in particular when you were working. At times their 'kissing' really looked dirty. A man's hands wandering on your body... Did it feel alike with the sensation of your own touch? You looked at your fingers and moved them slowly in front of your face. So far you'd hated, if someone dared to touch you. Damn your curiosity... you wondered about the difference, if you actually wanted a man to seduce you. A handsome male would be great... someone intelligent yet humorous. Again you took a glance on the paper where the good-looking male was printed. Such a sexy smirk. You had seen him in another article before. But since you'd never had paid attention, you didn't know who he actually was. There was only this attractive picture of him.   You'd read a lot about perverted stories and stuff. They'd never caused a strange feeling so far. No, you were rather calm and casual about it, as long as no one approached you directly with that topic. After you talked with your grandma about relationship and love, you started to gather information about sleeping with someone and such. So you wouldn't be too clueless. Still, you were inexperienced and somehow it annoyed you. Your friends kept talking about it... you also wanted to understand, why they liked that so much. At least they explained you something about 'sex appeal' and 'your type of man'.   Your type, huh? You ripped off the picture out of the magazine and held it in front of you. "Are you my type?", you asked the man on the picture, although it was clear, he wouldn't answer. Well, he was totally attractive. No doubt about that. His intensive eyes gave the impression of piercing everything and they seemed to stare at you. "Huh... why is everyone else on this island so stupid?", you quietly asked yourself. "Every male is so dumb here... the only interesting ones I've met are people from other islands - pirates to be exact. And the most of them react creepy and stupid." You moved your finger towards the cheek of the male, stroking it, like it would cause anything. "You don't look like them... you wouldn't fall to that strange power that makes everyone go crazy, right?"   With a sigh you put the paper beside you, therefore you could stare at the ceiling and get lost in thoughts. Pirates were evil, yes? They would play with your mind... with your heart and in the end with your body. "With your body..." You slowly caressed your skin around your belly, moving your hands slowly up to your breasts. Warm. Your body was still heated from the hot bath that you'd taken. You felt a soft breeze of air coming from your open window. It was almost summer, so the breeze was warm although it was nearly evening. The gentle wind caused a shiver running down your spine. You looked to your window, checking the curtains that were indeed half closed. No one could stare into your room, which was also locked from inside. Good.. you had your privacy.   You kept caressing your skin, although you weren't convinced that it had any effect. It was nothing special, right? It was your body, you knew every inch of it. Every blemish, every scar. Maybe you did something wrong... you didn't love yourself so much that you'd love to touch you. Hmm... maybe you had to believe that you were attractive. No... that wasn't that important here. Didn't your friends kept babbling about feeling turned on by something? Or rather: by someone. You glanced towards the paper and blinked. Oh, so that was it. You had to imagine that these hands weren't your owns, right? You had to imagine... that it was him who touched you.   Strangely your cheeks - that were slightly burning - turned red at the thought of him. Huh... how weird. You've seen that handsome face many times in those magazines from 'Underworld', but you'd never felt like this before. You almost didn't knew anything about him, but that he was a rookie pirate that already gained himself a title. He caused the marine lots of trouble. Also he possessed some kind of special power, probably Devil-Fruit powers. What else...? You lowered your gaze and bit your own lip. You saw that his lips were full and had a sexy shape. How would they feel like? Soft? Rough? Tender, like his kisses? Without noticing you gently stroked your breast, while you sunk deeper into your little daydream.   You felt hot. You had no clue, why you would react this way. But imagining that it was him, who caressed your body. His intensive gaze, travelling all over you... Why did you like this notion? It was just some fantasy, yet... You looked towards the poster. He was so unbelievably hot. This image resembled a lot the image of your dreamboat in your head. Hey, you were a girl after all. Of course you had some sort of idea how your beloved should be like... and if you could choose it, it would be definitely the same face like on this picture. You could say: it completed that image of your dream lover, it gave him a face.   Again you bit softly on your lower lip. You wanted to feel his touch. What would it be like? A low sound escaped your lips, while you kneaded your breasts. Softly you stroked your hardening rosy buds. Such a strange feeling... you felt nervous and hot. With a sigh you shut your eyes. You imagined him to do these embarrassing things. With a low, husky voice he would whisper your name. He would look deeply into your (e/c) orbs with his half-lidded eyes, a smirk on these seductive lips. Soft but decisive caresses. A cautious moan left your lips, as you felt a prickling and hot feeling rising. Nervously you pressed your thighs together. 'Hot, it feels hot...'   After some moments you started to rub your thighs together. The holy place between your legs felt awkward and... wet. One hand moved down your belly, towards your panties. He would enjoy that, right? He would watch you, kiss you and whisper your name in arousal. ''[name]-chan'' You shivered at that though. It felt good. Gasping you touched the wet spot on your panty which caused a unexpected jolt running through your body. ''[name]-chan is so sexy" With trembling fingers you stroked the spot carefully. Another low moan escaped your lips. Why did feel so good? You wanted more...   Slowly your fingers found their way under the thin fabric. Your skin felt soft and pleasant, since you preferred to shave your pubic hair. You felt more comfortable this way. "How cute" A sweet moan left your lips. You imagined him to whisper dirty things in your ear, while he moved his fingers to pleasure you. Along the way you noticed, how wet and slippery your full of relish lips already were. "Ahn..." This messy feeling got even better. Your breath accelerated, as your fingers reached your sensitive pearl. "Let me hear more, [name]" You even felt his breath on your ear, you gasped. Your cheeks burned from the incoming heat. Your legs trembled in light ecstasy, as you moved your fingers in circles, rubbing your delicate gem. Waves of an unknown feeling rushed all the way through you body. "Naughty girl" "Hahh..." Why was this man so sexy? Why did it feel so good, to imagine him right above you. Wasn't he a bad guy? "[name]..."   Panting you increased the speed of your fingers. You almost felt the hot breath of your dream lover on your skin, growling your name huskily and filled with lust. Such a sexy voice... it rang in your head. "[name]-chan, you're mine now" You whined, as your back arched, while the burning feeling got better and better. Your breath accelerated, you sounded almost desperate by now. Something crazy piled up inside of you. "M-make me..." You voice was shaking. You couldn't even finish your sentence.   This handsome pirate smirked at your attempt to speak, as he reached out for your lips. His hand was wandering all the way between your legs, only to push them away. Moving his lips away from yours, he left a trail of kisses, as he aimed for that forbidden place. "[name]" A hungry whisper before he would reach it and...   "Aahhn!" You baffled your voice with your hand, as you reached your sweet high that made created a feeling beyond words. Your breath was hectic. Your legs trembled slightly. An exhausted sigh, then you relaxed and felt... satisfied. With a shy glance you looked towards the image of the handsome pirate.   Maybe... just maybe... this wasn't half as bad as you believed. Maybe... you would try out this more often.   And Mr. Sexy would help you with great pleasure. Hosted by Animexx e.V. (http://www.animexx.de)