My best Friend   von Shiroi_Haze
                                  (truestory)
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                                 6th of March
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So this time wasn't as long
As I thought at first.

So. You never asked
I'll never tell.

I shut up till the end of time.
Just as you wanted me to shut up.
I will not tell you, how you broke me
into pieces just this easy.
I will not give you a chance, 
to step on all this pieces of glass to make it worse.

It was my decicion to go this far.
And just at the edge I though I would fall.
I didn't hang myself. Not that night, not now.
I can't tell about the time to come,
but I had to go through this, to have a chance to go on living.
I have to be dead to be reborn.

Even if the fire burns me with pain,
the phoenix has to die to stand up from the dirt.

So you'll never read this.
So you don't care 
And maybe someday I'll be happy again?
My stupid dream makes me go on living, and even if I'm a living dead.
So I was strong and didn't let you
break me again every day.

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