sitting waiting wishing   von Shiroi_Haze
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I know, I'm sitting here,
and still think about
why I do.
I once got hit 
so deep and hard
And no one ever tried
to pick me up.
To reach my hand
so dirty and black
was to much to demand.

so guess what!
Your not the only one
in a long row of people
hating me the same.
So is it such a suprise for you
I began to hate myself too!?

See, all you ever loved
was yourself.
Cuz that's just a causal fact.
Not a thing that's strange,
cuz most people do.

see, you never gave me a chance
I know,
you still think you did.
what shit.
but don't worry!
You never had to give me one
so you don't need to pretend
like you did.

So I'm still sitting here
Scared like hell.
Will you keep on take more?
And more and more and more!?
Though I tried not to give you anything anymore!?
Till you have everything
And take the rest of me.
Stormbaby scarlet,
You blow out my last light
well, that's very easy
it is black as night.

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