Tomorrow scares me
every second,
my dream becomes some nightmare
I lose control and slip over
to some world I don't wanna live in
every single mistake,
every wrong word I said
Kills me a thousand times.
I know, I'm sitting here,
and still think about
why I do.
I once got hit
so deep and hard
And no one ever tried
to pick me up.
To reach my hand
so dirty and black
was to much to demand.
See, I can't talk to you
you won't talk to me
You lie, cause you don't know
It's all a matter
of character
There are to many things
I want to tell you
I go on your nerves
and bore you more
than you could do yourself
I don't want to be alone
I don't want to think
Good to know,
Iloved you more
cause that's what I do
Should I care about myself?
Or should I throw away
even that.
My body has no meaning
to me?
My mind is blown away
but I guess there is something left.
I see the sun
the birds that fly
and soft warm air
clouds going by
my feet go
step by step
and for a second
time goes slow
I close my eyes
to feel the beat
to feel the heat
that echoes in my head
this soft red glow
warm and slow
watch the waves go by
no one h
~I'm alive~
I crawl again
Out of this rotten grave
I know I'm strong
and it might be brave
might be stupid
But I know I'll survive
Cause I know I'm alive
Once again
Covered with dirt
You can pull the trigger
if you want
I cannot be hurt
by this one s
And there is this day
I came to see
All you ever guessed about me
all you ever thought about me
it was wrong.
totally wrong
I watch where my thoughts
left my head
and see them fly away
they fly away...
FUCK AND DUCK
SUCK GOOD LUCK
LICK THE STICK
BREAK THE DIG
nothin else
just DESTROY
I'm your toy
MARCHING little soldier
right towards my sun
High, yeah, I'm so high
let's have some, NOW
Who cares about tomorrow.
Fake smile
and fake love
traitors blood in full bloom
shoot yourself
where you shot me
to feel that you're alive
still, pain always comes from inside
to laugh without a sound
to cry without a sound
to care for no reason
to leave without a sound
sorrow keeps everything
I want to touch
your beautiful face
want to fall with you
into endless grace
Well, I guess I love you
is it real?
I want you more every day
I want to know you more
than anyone else
can't bear you close to me
and still so far away
I wish your heart would stay with me
~from this world I suffer~
Revenge's the first we learn
fell in love so easily
now it's so hard to come back
on earth again
maybe I'll burn in hell
for the things i've learned
this green's artificial
artificially archieving disgrace
Mine is the silence
the terror
will it end this time?
my time is just near the edge
why is this love i feel a crime
all this thoughts running through my head
do you know, do you know
don't know anything at all
that's your name i call, i call
i scream, i cry, just for you
there is nothing left to life
Now this time came
can't fight anymore
to worry is not the right thing
to do for a warrior
I even don't know where to turn to
again, feeling inferior
Impossible to hide, to change
to be so unlike myself
jealousy is the one, getting in rage
driving me mad, finding no help
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"a child's rhyme is stuck in my head"
Why have your cheeks gone wet
those fucking word's stuck in my head
Why can't I just lay down in my bed
this face of your's is stuck in my head
So damnit,
Fell for the fallen angel right away from heaven
We'll burn, where? it's a big round wheel
falling again for now,
his smile is beauty, makes me happy
makes me feel
again, my child, you're left alone
we cry, we cry, why do we drown
let's swim together
we both get down
fal
Der Mensch
Wie ich ihn hasse!
Besonders, weil ich einer bin.
Eine grausame Rasse
Ohne Verstand und Sinn.
Er schlachtet seinesgleichen,
für Macht, für Geld, für Ruhm
Die Natur, die muss ihm weichen,
ohne Gewissen ist sein Tun.
Original by: Kyo- 304goushitsu, Shita to Yoru
tears streaming down my smiling face, puting a hand to my wrist.
Your Voice, I know, hypocratic laugh, who is addicted to be the victim.
crying watching the soft fluffy stucture.
I think I lost myself
on the way of becoming an adult.
Instead of growing up
I became everyone around
I suddenly feel so empty
And it's so empty around me.
Just when I stand beside you
I feel this chest made of stone
That burns from inside
Hurts from inside
It hurts so much,
feel's like an explosion
coming up from inside
Shattering
I don't dare to leave you
Even if it's hart
Even if I break just now
You may not see it
Ich hab freunde
Die mit mir reden, Tag für Tag
Doch wenn ich schweige,
Aus heiteren Himmel,
Nur dankbar dafür sind
Ich habe Freunde
Die nicht an mir zweifeln
Die an mich glauben
dass ich so bin
Wie ich tue
Ich habe Freunde
Die vor lauter Lachkrämpfen
meine Tränen
Somehow, I don'T know where to leave all this trash that'S inside me
Search for the bin to throw my heart into.
I wonder if it still remains there, or ever will be
The way I'm worn out.
