maybe I am a hopeless romantic
Autor: Fa-Ying
(Natasha Bedingsfield - Unwritten, I am addicted to her^^)
and so I am going to speak...
The last days haven't been easy for me and somehow I was very depressed and sad but I think I'm going to be fine again. It's always a up and down and that is going on my nerves, it makes me sick that sometimes I am soo happy and glad, I cannot believe it, but on other days I could commit suicide if I had the courage to do it. And right now I feel like this won't end...
myaaaa~a it doesn't help to complain all the time, I know and I am trying hard not to do so but it is very difficult for me.
so, what's new w/ me: not so much I think but the DSL modem entered my room and tomorrow my dad is going so install it (I hope *_____*~) and theeeeen.. I am faster as I can think XD no not really but w/ ISDN right know it is a little low, I mean I am used to it, so it is no apocalypse but I have been looking forward to that day when I am as simple as everybody else, lol .. and got a flat XD (most important fact^^)...
hm, then school is very hard at the moment, we have our exams in the A-levels and so much to learn, above all I've got to read to books (Nathan der Weise, most insignificant book I've ever read >____< and Moon Palace and it is really cool, look to my quotes ;) *kitty so love* if somebody know it, too, please tell me ^^)
and now I got to quit because I have to to housework.. maths.. *würg* XD see ya later^^