shimary: ☆ New Dream ☆

15 Jahre hat es gedauert, bis ich mit meiner Cousine wieder den Kontakt aufnehmen konnte.

Jetzt hab ich sie auf meinVZ gefunden und ihr glaubt gar nicht, wie happy ich bin T_T

Sie war wie eine Schwester fuer mich und nur weil mein Onkel so ein arrogantes, stures, gieriges Arschloch ist, haben sich unsere Familien so dermassen zerstritten, dass wir seither nichts mehr voneinander  gehoert haben.

Und nun hab ich sie endlich wieder gefunden...uebers Internet. Internt ist wirklich die geilste Erfindung, die es gibt <3 Ohne Witz! Ich bin so gluecklich!

Und das Beste ist, sie wohnt in Muenchen <333

Ich glaub ich werd sie sofort besuchen gehen, sobald ich wieder in Deutschland bin <3

*cheers around*

My fellow citizens:

I stand here today humbled by the task before us, grateful for the trust you have bestowed, mindful of the sacrifices borne by our ancestors. I thank President Bush for his service to our nation, as well as the generosity and cooperation he has shown throughout this transition.

Forty-four Americans have now taken the presidential oath. The words have been spoken during rising tides of prosperity and the still waters of peace. Yet, every so often the oath is taken amidst gathering clouds and raging storms. At these moments, America has carried on not simply because of the skill or vision of those in high office, but because we the people have remained faithful to the ideals of our forbearers, and true to our founding documents.

So it has been. So it must be with this generation of Americans.

That we are in the midst of crisis is now well understood. Our nation is at war, against a far-reaching network of violence and hatred. Our economy is badly weakened, a consequence of greed and irresponsibility on the part of some, but also our collective failure to make hard choices and prepare the nation for a new age. Homes have been lost; jobs shed; businesses shuttered. Our health care is too costly; our schools fail too many; and each day brings further evidence that the ways we use energy strengthen our adversaries and threaten our planet.

These are the indicators of crisis, subject to data and statistics. Less measurable but no less profound is a sapping of confidence across our land -- a nagging fear that America's decline is inevitable, that the next generation must lower its sights.

Today I say to you that the challenges we face are real. They are serious and they are many. They will not be met easily or in a short span of time. But know this, America -- they will be met.

On this day, we gather because we have chosen hope over fear, unity of purpose over conflict and discord.

On this day, we come to proclaim an end to the petty grievances and false promises, the recriminations and worn-out dogmas, that for far too long have strangled our politics.

We remain a young nation, but in the words of scripture, the time has come to set aside childish things. The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free, and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness.

In reaffirming the greatness of our nation, we understand that greatness is never a given. It must be earned. Our journey has never been one of shortcuts or settling for less. It has not been the path for the fainthearted -- for those who prefer leisure over work, or seek only the pleasures of riches and fame. Rather, it has been the risk-takers, the doers, the makers of things -- some celebrated, but more often men and women obscure in their labor, who have carried us up the long, rugged path toward prosperity and freedom.

For us, they packed up their few worldly possessions and traveled across oceans in search of a new life.

For us, they toiled in sweatshops and settled the West; endured the lash of the whip and plowed the hard earth.

For us, they fought and died, in places like Concord and Gettysburg; Normandy and Khe Sanh.

Time and again these men and women struggled and sacrificed and worked till their hands were raw so that we might live a better life. They saw America as bigger than the sum of our individual ambitions; greater than all the differences of birth or wealth or faction.

This is the journey we continue today. We remain the most prosperous, powerful nation on Earth. Our workers are no less productive than when this crisis began. Our minds are no less inventive, our goods and services no less needed than they were last week or last month or last year. Our capacity remains undiminished. But our time of standing pat, of protecting narrow interests and putting off unpleasant decisions -- that time has surely passed. Starting today, we must pick ourselves up, dust ourselves off, and begin again the work of remaking America.

For everywhere we look, there is work to be done. The state of the economy calls for action, bold and swift, and we will act -- not only to create new jobs, but to lay a new foundation for growth. We will build the roads and bridges, the electric grids and digital lines that feed our commerce and bind us together. We will restore science to its rightful place, and wield technology's wonders to raise health care's quality and lower its cost. We will harness the sun and the winds and the soil to fuel our cars and run our factories. And we will transform our schools and colleges and universities to meet the demands of a new age. All this we can do. And all this we will do.

Now, there are some who question the scale of our ambitions -- who suggest that our system cannot tolerate too many big plans. Their memories are short. For they have forgotten what this country has already done; what free men and women can achieve when imagination is joined to common purpose, and necessity to courage.

What the cynics fail to understand is that the ground has shifted beneath them -- that the stale political arguments that have consumed us for so long no longer apply. The question we ask today is not whether our government is too big or too small, but whether it works -- whether it helps families find jobs at a decent wage, care they can afford, a retirement that is dignified. Where the answer is yes, we intend to move forward. Where the answer is no, programs will end. And those of us who manage the public's dollars will be held to account -- to spend wisely, reform bad habits, and do our business in the light of day -- because only then can we restore the vital trust between a people and their government.

Nor is the question before us whether the market is a force for good or ill. Its power to generate wealth and expand freedom is unmatched, but this crisis has reminded us that without a watchful eye, the market can spin out of control -- the nation cannot prosper long when it favors only the prosperous. The success of our economy has always depended not just on the size of our Gross Domestic Product, but on the reach of our prosperity; on the ability to extend opportunity to every willing heart -- not out of charity, but because it is the surest route to our common good.

As for our common defense, we reject as false the choice between our safety and our ideals. Our founding fathers, faced with perils we can scarcely imagine, drafted a charter to assure the rule of law and the rights of man, a charter expanded by the blood of generations. Those ideals still light the world, and we will not give them up for expedience's sake. And so to all other peoples and governments who are watching today, from the grandest capitals to the small village where my father was born: know that America is a friend of each nation and every man, woman and child who seeks a future of peace and dignity, and we are ready to lead once more.

Recall that earlier generations faced down fascism and communism not just with missiles and tanks, but with sturdy alliances and enduring convictions. They understood that our power alone cannot protect us, nor does it entitle us to do as we please. Instead, they knew that our power grows through its prudent use; our security emanates from the justness of our cause, the force of our example, the tempering qualities of humility and restraint.

We are the keepers of this legacy. Guided by these principles once more, we can meet those new threats that demand even greater effort -- even greater cooperation and understanding between nations. We will begin to responsibly leave Iraq to its people and forge a hard-earned peace in Afghanistan. With old friends and former foes, we will work tirelessly to lessen the nuclear threat, and roll back the specter of a warming planet. We will not apologize for our way of life, nor will we waver in its defense, and for those who seek to advance their aims by inducing terror and slaughtering innocents, we say to you now that our spirit is stronger and cannot be broken; you cannot outlast us, and we will defeat you.

For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus -- and nonbelievers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace.

To the Muslim world, we seek a new way forward, based on mutual interest and mutual respect. To those leaders around the globe who seek to sow conflict, or blame their society's ills on the West -- know that your people will judge you on what you can build, not what you destroy. To those who cling to power through corruption and deceit and the silencing of dissent, know that you are on the wrong side of history; but that we will extend a hand if you are willing to unclench your fist.

To the people of poor nations, we pledge to work alongside you to make your farms flourish and let clean waters flow; to nourish starved bodies and feed hungry minds. And to those nations like ours that enjoy relative plenty, we say we can no longer afford indifference to the suffering outside our borders; nor can we consume the world's resources without regard to effect. For the world has changed, and we must change with it.

As we consider the road that unfolds before us, we remember with humble gratitude those brave Americans who, at this very hour, patrol far-off deserts and distant mountains. They have something to tell us, just as the fallen heroes who lie in Arlington whisper through the ages. We honor them not only because they are guardians of our liberty, but because they embody the spirit of service, a willingness to find meaning in something greater than themselves. And yet, at this moment, a moment that will define a generation, it is precisely this spirit that must inhabit us all.

For as much as government can do and must do, it is ultimately the faith and determination of the American people upon which this nation relies. It is the kindness to take in a stranger when the levees break, the selflessness of workers who would rather cut their hours than see a friend lose their job which sees us through our darkest hours. It is the firefighter's courage to storm a stairway filled with smoke, but also a parent's willingness to nurture a child, that finally decides our fate.

Our challenges may be new. The instruments with which we meet them may be new. But those values upon which our success depends -- honesty and hard work, courage and fair play, tolerance and curiosity, loyalty and patriotism -- these things are old. These things are true. They have been the quiet force of progress throughout our history. What is demanded then is a return to these truths. What is required of us now is a new era of responsibility -- a recognition, on the part of every American, that we have duties to ourselves, our nation and the world, duties that we do not grudgingly accept but rather seize gladly, firm in the knowledge that there is nothing so satisfying to the spirit, so defining of our character, than giving our all to a difficult task.

This is the price and the promise of citizenship.

This is the source of our confidence -- the knowledge that God calls on us to shape an uncertain destiny.

This is the meaning of our liberty and our creed -- why men and women and children of every race and every faith can join in celebration across this magnificent mall, and why a man whose father less than 60 years ago might not have been served at a local restaurant can now stand before you to take a most sacred oath.

So let us mark this day with remembrance, of who we are and how far we have traveled. In the year of America's birth, in the coldest of months, a small band of patriots huddled by dying campfires on the shores of an icy river. The capital was abandoned. The enemy was advancing. The snow was stained with blood. At a moment when the outcome of our revolution was most in doubt, the father of our nation ordered these words be read to the people:

"Let it be told to the future world ... that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive ... that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet" it.

America. In the face of our common dangers, in this winter of our hardship, let us remember these timeless words. With hope and virtue, let us brave once more the icy currents, and endure what storms may come. Let it be said by our children's children that when we were tested we refused to let this journey end, that we did not turn back nor did we falter; and with eyes fixed on the horizon and God's grace upon us, we carried forth that great gift of freedom and delivered it safely to future generations.

Thank you. God bless you. And God bless the United States of America.

May I have your attention, please?

My return to Germany is set for the 1st May 2009

meaning I am going to be back home on the

2nd May 2009

Thank you for your patience

and have a nice day.

Wer's noch nicht weiss:

Moi bleibt noch etwa ein bis zwei Monate laenger in Kanada :D

Wer hat eigentlich noch keine Postkarte von mir bekommen und haette gerne eine?

Bitte ENS mit Adresse an mich.

Danke.

Au revoir

Virgins

[male or female]

for catching a unicorn.

[ P l e a s e  a p p l y  h e r e ]

Ich wünsche allen einen guten Rutsch ins neue Jahr ^-^b

Januar

• Kai war bei mir und hat die barrel gerollt mit einem Power Level von over 9000!!!!1111oneone
• Mein Working Holiday Visum ist angekommen ergo Kiko darf Kanada unsicher machen :D

Februar

• Kiko fängt an bei McDoof zu arbeiten (was gar nicht mal so schlecht war, wie ich finde :D)
• Blonde Stähnchen machen das Leben bunter

März

• Maito Gai und young Rock Lee rocken die LBÄM
• Meine Leidenschaft für Kankurou x Matsuri wurde entfacht (mit etwas bitteren Beigeschmack)

April

• Kiko turns pure blondness <3
• Mein erstes Temari Cosplay wurde geboren
• Trotz aller coolness, war ich in dem Monat des öfteren in despair (zetsuboushita!)

Mai

• Prüfungsvorbereitungen: Der Kampf gegen die Faulheit geht in die Endphase
• Meine despairness bleibt auch noch im Mai erhalten (wenn auch nicht mehr in solch großem Ausmaß)

Juni

• Linkin Park live on stage in München: Davon habe ich schon seit 7 Jahren geträumt (nochmal danke, Piro!)
• Meine neue FF Shikamaru Shippuuden wird geboren
• Ich habe meine schriftliche Prüfung geschrieben (und mehr oder weniger versemmelt *d'oh*)
• Fußball EM 2008: Deutschland rockt das Haus und wird zweiter (und Philipp Lahm zischt ab wie 'ne Rakete <3)

Juli

• Die Ärzte live on stage in Augsburg: Einfach nur genial!
• Mündliche Prüfung genauso versemmelt (aber immerhin bestanden und bin nun offiziell eine staatlich geprüfte Fremdsprachenkorrespondentin)
• Meine Leidenschaft für NANA wurde entfacht
• An meinem Geburtstag bekomme ich Autofahrverbot auf Lebenszeit (+ ein halbes Jahr)

August

• Nicht-Geburtstagsfeier auf der AnimagiC (und einige weniger schöne Dinge am Sonntag)
• Kai war wieder bei mir und hat mit mir den Sommer gerockt
• Mexx-Treffen war einfach nur goil (Gaara, Ino, Temari und Shikamaru bilden doch das absolute Dream Team oder nicht? ID")
• Viel Arbeit und viele Vorbereitungen für Kanada
• Angst und Unwillen machen sich breit: "Ich will nich nach Kanada! Erasmus!"

September

• Der letzte Countdown, bevor es losgeht: Abschied von allen Freunden (war manchmal wirklich nicht leicht *zu Kiba schiel*)
• Der Flug in ein fernes Land (war verdammt arschkalt!)
• Erste Woche in Vancouver: Meine travelworks-Gruppe rockt und Vancouver ist irgendwie goil <3
• Meine Ankunft auf der Tatsunami Farm in Black Creek: Namiko ist einfach knuffig und ich liebe ihre Tierchen und das Essen, das sie zubereitet

Oktober

• Kiko wird dismissed (scheiß Herzschmerz T_T")
• Paul wird zu meinem persönlichen kanadischen Homie ernannt (what's up, buddy?)
• Thanksgiving is cool: viel leckeres Essen *nyom nyom*
• Obama vs McCain: Interessanter und spannender als jeder Actionfilm

November

• Obama gewinnt die Schlacht: Yes, we can!
• Ayami war auch auf der Farm und ich hab sie gleich richtig ins Herz geschlossen *vermiss*
• Aufbruch nach Victoria: Die Farm wird mir richtig fehlen T_T (hat sie auch *Erasmus*)
• Ich habe "Little Germany" im Ocean Island Hostel entdeckt (wir Deutschen müssen zusammenhalten >_<")
• Twilight im Kino und anschließend die Buchreihe angefangen zu lesen: Ich gebe zu, die Story gefällt mir irgendwie <3

Dezember

• Moi fängt an beim McDonald's hier in Victoria zu arbeiten (auch wenn ich die Uniformen immer noch hässlich finde >_<)
• Die Leute im Hostel und auf der Arbeit sind einfach nur kuhl drauf <3
• Little Germany feiert Advent mit Stollen und Spekulatius <3
• Douglas ist ne verdammt geile Sau T////T
• Risikoabende im Hostel: "Protect Germany!"
• Weihnachten im Hostel: Anders, aber cool mit nem dicken Truthahn (aber ich freu mich schon, wenn ich nächstes Jahr wieder richtig Weihnachten feiern kann >_<')

Was kommt dieses Jahr noch auf mich zu?

• Couchsurfing und Silvester in Seattle (und vielleicht besuche ich noch kurz Forks, die Kulisse von Twilight <3)

Vorsätze für das Jahr 2009:
Normalerweise mache ich mir ja keine Vorsätze, aber in dem Falle habe ich mir für das Jahr 2009 schon ein paar Ziele gesetzt. Eines der Dinge, die mir besonders am Herzen liegen, ist es, mich selbst erstmal wieder richtig in den Griff zu bekommen. Ich habe in diesem Jahr mal wieder gemerkt, was für Verhaltensweisen ich besitze, die einfach nur daneben, fast immer extrem unangebracht sind. Ich mag das nicht. Ich selber mag mich so nicht. Das Schlimme ist nur, dass ich es oft nicht merke, wenn ich mich so daneben benehme. Hinterher fällt es mir zwar auf, aber dann ist es meistens zu spät und ich mag es nicht, immer wieder etwas bereuen zu müssen. Ich weiß, dass ich was daran ändern kann und ich werde das im Laufe des kommenden Jahres sicher unter Beweis stellen können. Ich will ein besserer Mensch sein, für mich UND für meine Freunde.

An der Stelle will ich noch ein paar Worte an meinen besten Freund und Seelenbruder widmen:
Nii-san, Kai-kun T_T
Ich glaube du hast in diesem Jahr von allen am meisten unter meinem beschissenen Verhalten gelitten. Es gab nach meinem Geschmack einfach viel zu viel Streit zwischen uns >_<
Auch wenn du manchmal genauso doof warst, aber gewisse Dinge hast du einfach nicht verdient und das tut mir wirklich Leid. Ich will aber nicht, dass das unsere gemeinsame Zukunft beeinträchtigt. Scheiß drauf, was in diesem Jahr passiert ist. Was ist ein beschissenes Jahr verglichen mit over 9000 geniale Jahre, die noch auf uns zukommen? T3T
Ich werde mich bessern. Das verspreche ich dir! Nicht nur wegen dir. Ich will zu allem, was ich sage und mache, stehen können und nichts hintherher bereuen müssen. Und wenn wir mal wieder doof sind, dann lass uns auch wieder gemeinsam doof sein T_T Gemeinsam doof sein rockt, besonders mit dir <3
Du bleibst mein Bruder, Nii-san, mein Shikamaru und Zelos und mein Papzt...für immer und ewig T.T"

Ich frieb dir ganz viel! ♥(｡◕3◕｡)♥

Und alle anderen, die mir dieses Jahr ein wenig verschönert und spannender gemacht haben: DANKE!

I wish everyone a Merry Christmas <3

Wer mich wirklich, WIRKLICH glücklich machen will, der braucht mir nur folgende Doujinshi besorgen (als Download, bei ebay ersteigert, beim Drogendealer geklaut, auf Japanisch, Russisch, Chinesisch, alles wurscht! Hauptsache ich hab's in irgendeiner Form <>_<>)

Hier gibbet schonmal ne Liste mit u.a. allen ShikaTema Doujinshi, die ich haben will.

http://www.doujinshi-online.com/series.php?seriesid=29&page=1

Und ja, ich will sie ALLE (ausgenommen Temarito und +3. Die hab ich schon xD)

Most required:

Melt down by antipasto (allgemein alles von antipasto)
Yume no Ydiorama by Suginamiku
uncoverd by Suginamiku
alle Doujinshi von Rensougyo <333

in addition to that:

Himegoto - by antipasto

Banbeena - by DPG

High School Parallel - by Kazumi Katsui

Take me out - by antipasto

Grow - by antipasto

Itoshiitoha muennotokorode - by Rensougyo

Kumo no namae - by Scythe

Kareshi to ka

Ich wäre jedem sooooooo dankbar, der mir auch nur eines der besagten Titel liefern kann. Wer natürlich ne zuverlässige Quelle weiß, wo man sich die alle runterladen kann, umso besser!

Wäre natürlich ein super Weihnachtsgeschenk aber ich würde auch nicht scheuen, alle, die mir bei der Beschaffung helfen, zu belohnen :DDDD

Ja matta!

Temari~

Jaaaa es gibt sie noch, meine kleinen Lieblinge T____T

Ich hab schon gedacht, sie tauchen gar nicht mehr auf >-<
Jetzt muss nur noch Team Suna nochmal auftauchen und ich bin glücklich ID"
Ganz ehrlich, ich find die aktuellen Chapter einfach verdammt gut und das kann mir keiner mies reden.
Naruto hat keinen Plan, was in Konoha grad abgeht und das ist auch mal gut so.
Jetzt dürfen die anderen auch mal Helden spielen. Und sie kommen so ziemlich alle nochmal vor!
Das Ende der Naruto Serie naht, aber Kishi hat sich hier einen verdammt guten Plot für das Showdown ausgedacht. Hut ab! Hoffentlich bleibt es so spannend bis zum Schluss <3
Und mit viel Glück kommen ja noch ein paar NejiTen und ShikaTema Hints *lalala* *hust*