pain.....
Autor: prinzess-Azrael
We talked about our Situation, two weeks ago, bevore his mistake and yesterday I thought of it.
Let me tell you:
He said: I got so much to do, I don´t know where my thoughts are. But I feel the same for you both. [...] A kiss is something very intimate for me, sex is almost dirty.
You have to know, he did´t kiss me the last time. I was only good enough for fucking.
So now I feel dirty.
As if I where a slut.
I´m not shure about myself anymore.
He destroyed a little part of my self-confidence but this part becomes taller with every second I think about.
I don´t want that anymore.
I´ve had it!
soo.... I only want to write it down....
und ich weiß das mein englisch mieß ist^^
cheer up soon *knuffel*