I'm sitting on the window sill wating for my mother.
She left me with my grandmother ten years ago. She told me: "Nana wait here for me. I will come back to get you."
But now I'm still sitting here waiting for her.
My grandmother said to me: "Give up waiting for her. She won't come back to get you. But I never stopped hoping that she would come back.
Suddenly my boyfriend hugs me from behind. I'm glad he does what. I've been feeling lonely since my grandmother died a month ago.
He gives me a kiss on my cheek, then he tells me he will go to Tokyo to become a Professional musician.
Suddenly I have the feeling the word is falling appart, because at first I lost my mom then my grandmother and now I lose my boyfriend.
I'm so disappoint about it. Then I sat there for a long time thinking about why he didn't want ask me to go with him.
Exactly like my mom.
She also hadn't asked me to go with her. And I didn't want ro say:"I want to go with you, mom."
Now I know it was a mistke. I don't want to lose another beloves person.
So I say to him "When we living to Tokyo?"
