No Fear, Yet No Hope
Compassion's not exactly my second name
And though many people like to think the same
This I won't have anyone believing
Cause I'm not at all that bad at perceiving.
The names don't need to be said out loud
To make me know what it's really about
Cause I got ears to listen and eyes to see
And also a mind thus greatly helps me.
She may be thinking I don't give a damn
Or maybe mistakes me for oblivious
Know that all this is a plot in my hand
To keep her dignity, not to be devious.
I suppose from what she wants my pity's least
Or maybe though facing rejection through me
Though I'm by far no emotionless beast
Choose and choose wisely, this I advice thee.
All that I want is she won't let it show
It is enough that I already know
Not cause I hate it, just to spare her shame
Cause for my unfeeling she's not really to blame.
Still, I'm not that kind of person
Despising whoever might love one like me
Though I seldomly reflect that emotion
'tis not my way to look down on thee.
Also I'd never stoop so low
To resent the people who love their own kind
Leave that to the men who think they know
What's good for the people, cause they're blind.
I'm almost surprised I can handle it this way
With not being cruel, instead being kind
So if she watches my sad face some day
Know that I know, and know I don't mind.
~
owari
PS:
Ich glaube, ich muss öfter Gedichte schreiben, daran hab ich jetzt Gefallen gefunden... ausserdem kann man so viel besser ausdrücken was man sagen will...
Ich glaube mal, mindestens 2 Leute wissen jetzt was ich meine ^_^, für die anderen ist es nur ein Gedicht...
