P A S S I O N
are you alive
do you want to survive
so it was thy inspiration
didn't you find another explanation
I am not too daft
you should use an other craft
it hurts whenever I see thee
you don't know so believe me
oh why can't you give
me a reason to live
I know you simply cannot
but you were all I had
now nothings the same
just see what I became
love was the thing I tried to kill
and nothing could break my will
I wanted to die
which wasn't very sly
because in the bottom of my heart
I knew you couldn't tear me apart
whenever I was lonely
I could feel the agony
in anguish I drowned during dark nights
I couldn't tell anyone about the hard fights
but every morning I've been watching the sunrise
no longer I was able to hate and despise
cause with the early morning glow
my feelings and blood began to flow
it was like I was new born
and my soul has never been torn
it starts with every breaking of the dawn
just like the dewfall on the lawn
and the dry sweetness of the golden daylight
the clear blue sky like pure delight
life is the one and only thing I adore
absolutely nothing could tease me more
cause it's what I worship most
even when I sometimes seem lost
so finally I took thy advice
and now I want to emphasize
I really don't know why
but life you can't deny
so when I watch the sky
it's like blue azurite
the grass when I cry
reminds me of malachite
so you are high
and I'm only deep
cause I told you lie
up to you I'd never creep
because still I've got my pride
which I just don't want to hide
so you know if you see me far away
I survived but had no reason to stay
I'm so happy, I nearly start to cry
can't believe it cause I don't know why
I feel great, I feel free
for now I can forget thee
I love the world and I love the life
can't believe that I once thought about a knife
or an other way to die
now I know I can fly
can reach the top
and won't ever stop
I want to be like air
warm and smooth out there
want to be like earth
which gives to flowers birth
want to be like hot fire
burning in flames of desire
want to be like water in rain and dewfall
to give eternal life to it all
much too long I've been blind
I searched but nothing I could find
but when I finally opened my eyes
it was the greatest surprise
life is so beautiful
it simply can't be cruel
nachwort: diesmal kein langes gelaber, hoffe irgendwem hat es gefallen. diesmal ist es sehr positiv geworden, ich weiß, aber damit habe ich einiges verarbeitet und als ich drüber hinweg war, musste ich es einfach aufschreiben
