Tomorrow scares me
every second,
my dream becomes some nightmare
I lose control and slip over
to some world I don't wanna live in
every single mistake,
every wrong word I said
Kills me a thousand times.
There are so many mistakes I've done
And no one ever cared
No one to save me from myself
And I see myself standing at the edge again
This time there is one more step to go
than the last time.
But this time
the abyss seems much deeper.
Do you believe
that two souls,
belonging together
will find,
no matter how?
...
this one's far too small...
I'm terrified and paralyzed
Not abled to hold control onto myself
My mind reaches somewhere
I don't want to be
The voice from within tells me:
you will die this time
you will lose everything you ever had
there is no point of turning back
IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!
YOU STUPID FOOL
No one ever told you...
well, you had to know!
There is nothing I can do
I just can wait until tomorrow
Tomorrow SCARES me!
My heart is hell
it HAS to be
it is burning
It is already black
and crumbled
I wait...
be patient
there IS hope
you're not dead...
Is there someone to reanimate!?
Do you believe
that two souls,
belonging together
will find,
no matter how?
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Was, wenn dein seelenverwandter irgendwo da draußen ist, millionen kilometer von dir entfernt, allein,...
Was, wenn wir uns nie finden? Können wir auch mit menschen glücklich sein, wenn wir wissen, dass sie es NICHT sind?
Platon...
ich hätte darauf zu gerne eine antwort...
