EmilieDisagreeable: Mirror for a broken Heart

Ich lebe,schreie und verzweifle im stillen.

Mein Arm blutet sicher nicht mehr lange... bald ist es leer...

Es tut mir leid das ich den Mut zu leben langsam verliere aber ich habe keine lust mehr..

Es macht einfach keinen "spaß" mehr... warum kann es nicht laufen wie ich es mir wünsche`?

Thanks... I laugh about it very well...

...Emilie is broken again...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eFZAMRwRKRA

Ich, Emilie Disagreeable bin nun auch noch zur Schlampe erklärt worden... und hinterfotzig...

und das von einer Person die mir wichtig ist... Vielen dank...nein wirklich das ist mein Ernst!

Damit zeigte man mir einmal mehr wie sinnlos Gefühle doch sind....

Also... lernen wir wieder... vertraue niemanden... sei niemals ehrlich... du wirst als hinterfotzig bezeichnet...

Ich breche die herzen der Menschen um mich herrum...

Ich brauche niemanden....

Es gibt nur eine Person die hinter die Maske blicken kann....

vielen dank...

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Emilie Disagreeable

...Wilkommen in der Welt einer Kranken...

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy

Chorus
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me?

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help, somehow, somewhere,
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy...

Chorus
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me?
GOD
Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my...
Put me out of my...
...fucking misery!

Chorus
I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me?

OMFHide ich habe einen Pony >.<" sprich ne neue frisur xD

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless
Lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure
Of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)


I've
Become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you.

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly
Afraid to lose control.
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is
Another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow
Just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste I
s more than I can take!


I've become so numb
I can't feel you there,
Become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do,
Is be more like me
And be less like you.

And I know I may end up feeling, too.
But I know you were just like me when someone disappointed in you...

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
By becoming this all I want to do,
Is be more like me and be less like you.
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Tired of being what you want me to be...
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Tired of being what you want me to be...